Kisah lama...

Hmmm....tersenyum sorang-sorang pulak today. Hi everybody...huh, just got back from asgment, ada debat IPT di IKIM...okaylah, new thing for me, not to say excited, in a process of learning new things...to appreaciate things that I never thought of giving appreciation...hehehehe...but,nway...it was fun...i guess heeeeee...

Mesti u ol wonder, why I senyum sorang2 kan...well, weekend baru lepas, I saje la tidur lewat and sembang2 ngan my dearest hubby. Usually, memang I jenis yang tak sleep late, letih je...so I selalunya, around 10.30pm tu dah mengantuk...hehehehe...but, weekend baru2 nie, saje teman suami tersayang tgk tv...sambil sembang2 kisah lama...ada yg kelakar and ada yang tak bape nak kelakar...:)

I got to know my hubby tahun 2004...actually, way before 2004 la, masa VE+RE launched their twin album, Extreme Pleasure...kat Ibiza Bar di Jalan P.Ramlee...I think masa tu tahun 2002-2003 la kot...to be frank, I only got to know about them masa launching album tu la...:) That time, my hubby and the rest of the gang performed killer song dowang, Khayalan...dah namanya jodoh, Allah SWT beri hint, hati ni sangat berdebar...and, pada mata I...tertumpu pada sorang mamat tembam, putih and comey...heeeee...kat mata ni, terbayang dia ni mesti boleh jadi lover yg best and romantic, hubby yang bagus and loving also a father yg sangat responsible...hah...dasyat kan...tapi, that fling datang jap je la, macam sekelip mata je...after that function, I never proceed pulak nak gatal2 minta number, or photo shoot...entahlah kenapa...hmmm...that time, I was with MW...

I got closed to my hubby hujung tahun 2004, and awal tahun 2005...we became very close and selalu jugak la sms-ing, also pernah la sekali dua makan2 together-gether...but, that time, purely friends...I never imagined that we ever gonna be hubby-wifey, ada kids together...and share the same bed every night...heeee...jodoh la tu kan. To be frank, if ever my hubby mentioned that he has a gf, I wont layan all his sms-es and dinner invitations...sangat bersalah bila, one fine day semasa I tgh sibuk buat shooting di studio, a girl called my mobile...hmmm...d rest of the story was history...heee...sorry, malas nak ungkit hal lama, nanti ada yg berkecil hati kan...lagipun, the girl pun dah happily married now...I'm happy for her...and semoga dia menghasilkan juniors yang comel and keletah okay...:)

What I can say adalah, sepanjang with my hubby as lovers, there's a lot of hurts, a lot of tears and a lot of heartbreaking stories...but, I always addressed all this as jodoh and dugaan...tanpa dugaan, we wont appreciate each other...I love my hubby very,very much. From day one he proposed to me, from the day he SMS I Love You (that time we're still good friends) and from the day he sms an oath about us...I know that we're going to be happy together, till death do us apart...Insya Allah...

We're blessed with our 2 kids...and Insya Allah, hoping for 2 more kids for the next 4 years...Atas semua yg terjadi and berlaku, I never ada regret...and tak pernah hold grudges dengan orang2 yg pernah menabur kisah and fitnah...I always pray that kehidupan mereka akan bahagia, semoga apa yang mereka lakukan kepada kami, tidak akan berlaku kepada mereka...amin.

ANDERSONIAN...To Strive, To Seek, To Find & Not To Yield...

Salam to all of my friends...

Ya Ampun...memang memohon maaf pada teman-teman sekelas...6AK1 di Sek Men Anderson Ipoh...bila kami 'bertemu' kembali, memang ada yg merungut..."Hey...bertahun aku mencari kau...baru sekarang berjumpa..." ahahaha...gara-gara tidak menggunakan nama penuh, maka kawan2 lost dengan diri ini seorang...:) sorry guys...

Teringat kenakalan waktu sekolah...adoi...teringat la berpanas, berpeluh kat kelas sementara...kipas rosak...bayangkan azabnya utk menuntut ilmu serta berstatus Tingkatan Enam Rendah...then, pindah ke Rumah Pengetua...pun hazab jugak...paneh u ols...bila naik ke Tingkatan Enam Atas, syukur...ada kelas proper...

Nasir, Kia, Mar, Yati Nor, Dara, Prakash, Dil, Azar, Pejal, Robin...sape lagi erk...Faustina, Julie..lagi-lagi...Ya Allah...rindu korang laaaa....

Lagu Sekolah Anderson
Berjuang kita dengan banggaUsaha hingga jayaTabah walau kesusahanJangan ketinggalan
Lambaian pohon palmaDi pantai yang permaiSatu tujuan maraTeguh satu suaraBuat semua kewajipanTiada halanganGembira bila bekerjaTiada curiga
Laut bumi berjuangJuga sungai ladangUsaha hingga jayaBersemangat waja

Anderson School Song
In striving shall our glory be,We seek until we find,We will not yield whatever task,May lie within our path,Stand loyal in each trying time,Nor ever lag behind,But revel in the work itself,Nor fear the aftermath,each palm tree waves us on,The golden sands rejoice,The sea strives with the land,The river with the fields,We move with single aim,And strong united voice,We strive and seek and find,And finding will not yield.

Happy Birthday My Dear BAPAK

Salam all...

Yesterday adalah B'day my arwah Bapak...kalau he's still here, dia dah 71 tahun. I know, dia akan masih steady and akan bring keriangan pada semua org esp the family kan...

My bapak pergi pada 1 Jun 2003, dalam usia 65 tahun. Sudah 6 tahun dia pergi, tapi setiap kali difikirkan, akan terasa macam semalam. D sadness and emptiness tu tetap sama, without him...family ni macam tak complete. But, itu semua Janji Allah SWT...bahawa, kematian itu wujud, hari pembalasan itu wujud...so, we have to be ready, one fine day, kita semua akan bertemu dengan Maha Pencipta...and I will make sure that I'm always prepared for that...Insya Allah.

After bapak past away, then I realised one thing that I'm starting to be more appreciative over my mother...and of course the elderly. Juga, sangat menghargai ikatan family...because, that's what my arwah bapak selalu tekankan pada kami semua...always, jaga keharmonian keluarga no matter what happened...

I love you Bapak...I'm sad that u're not here to share all the happiness and kebahagiaan that I have today...I'm sad that Hannah & Amani wouldnt be able to know you, to loved you as what I'll be telling them about how great you are as a father and also a grandpa to both of them...I'm sad that my husband wouldnt get to be closed to you like friends...share things like once u did with my brother in laws...

But...I'm glad that you left us with a lot of fond memories to be shared with...among us...I love you so much...and I miss you very much!

Al Fatihah

Down to Memory Lane

Perginya seorang ANIFF

"Kau berdiri je kat tengah...kiranya, kau macam ratu laa..." ingat lagi kata-kata ini ketika sedang menjalani latihan utk malam makan malam KKSB, about 5 years ago kot...that time, I was very active dengan Broken Angels, a group of dancers yang popular kat ofis...:) perintisnya adalah si anip, masa tu dia masih writer for MH...kemudian dinaikkan pangkat ke Edt last year...sayangnya, dia tak sempat menerajui Klik! kerana Allah SWT terlebih dahulu menjemputnya...Al fatihah...

Bila bercerita mengenai arwah, banyak kenangan yang kami tempuhi bersama...mahu dikatakan terlalu akrab, tidak juga tetapi rapat la sebab ketika itu kami tinggal di kawasan yang sama iaitu Pandan...Arwahnya sangat baik, tak reti la dia nak sakitkan hati orang, jauh sekali nak menggunakan perkataan vulgar utk org lain...kalau dia terasa hati, paling kuat pun dia akan buat muka...or dia bolayan je...tapi, kita usik la macamana pun, habis2 pun dia akan tersenyum atau tersipu...itulah dia Haniff Ghani...

Banyak kisah dengan Anip...ahahaha...gosip yang dikatakan I ngorat dia, is actually true...memang, tak pernah nafikan, keikhlasan utk dia memang ada tapi sebenarnya, hati tu sangat sayangkan dia sebagai seorang kawan...teman yang sangat baik, antara kawan yang baik laa...masih ada lagi VCD Veer Zaara pemberian arwah, dia berikan pada malam valentine...ketika itu, dia lalu tempat I di area Remaja dan terus menyerahkan bungkusan hadiah...terkejut juga tapi arwahnya cepat2 beredar sebelum sempat tanya mengenai tujuan pemberian tue...waktu tu I belum kahwin n belum lagi dengan my hubby...tahu, arwah berikan kerana penghargaan persahabatan...apa pun, pemberian itu yakin ikhlas darinya...

Dah tiada lagi Aniff Ghani...apatah lagi Madah Bersama Aniff, pastinya akan sunyi juga ofis tanpa suara 'sumbang'nya menyanyi...pasti makan malam kksb after this macam lain sikit tanpa perintis Broken Angels ini...

Yang penting, arwah dah memang tiada lagi...kita yang hidup, doakan semoga rohnya diletakkan bersama org yang beriman...and kalau kita teman yang baik, tak lupa sedekahkan al fatihah dan yassin padanya...

Aniff...TQ for your friendship...I'm gonna miss u...all of us are gonna miss you...RIP

Al Fatihah

My BIG BRO's wedding...:)

pengantin baru with pengantin lama...hehehe

Salam all...hah...here I upload some of the pix from my big brother's wedding on d 4th of july...actually, d akad nikah was on the 5th of june, but I cudnt make it to the event, I gave birth, remember??? ;)...but nway, tho I am still in my confinement during the sambut menantu's event, I want to make it...nway, tinggal 10 more days je that time utk habis 44 days pantang...what the heck, for the sake of my beloved bro kan? :)

Hmmm...our family are all in green...as at Temerloh, dorang sume in maroon...the sambut menantu's event was a simple one, but sangat teratur, well planned all though ada la sket kekurangan sana sini...biasa la tue...but, kami semua sangat happy and lega segalanya berjalan according to plan...Alhamdulillah...

Best buddies...

My Best Friend's wedding part one...Anizon...hmmm...kitorang panggil dia Zon. Cantik kan dia...muka macam Ayu, memang pun...nways, she's d 3rd one yang kawen after Ayu...tapi, kiranya serentak jugak la, n dapat anak pun hampir sama time...







Nazira Noran...we called her Gee...a song bird, memang sedap suaranya. Cantik orangnya...kini, nak ada 2nd baby, hopefully dapat baby boy. Gee is the first one to got married...and dialah yang mulakan friendship taboo...she's wearing gold for her reception and all of us, except Ila (lom kawen lagi) also wore the sama colour...(kebetulan)...and she set the trend to have a baby girl as her first one...diikuti dengan we ol...semua baby girl as our first one...hmmm...what's next Gee?




My best friend's wedding...both in the picture is my best buddies. The bride is Shakilawati, we called her Ayu...she's currently with Harian Metro, previously with Media Hiburan. She's beautiful, isnt she?

Next to Ayu is Shakila jugak...we called her Ila...or, Deqla. She's d baby in the group...d most sensitive, very tolerable and kind hearted friend I ever met...Cantik kan? Well...my friends semua cantik2...like me laa....
All of them are my best buddies...we worked at the same place, except for Ayu dan Gee who have shifted to a new place...Ayu @ NSTP, Gee worked with Bernama Radio as an anchor woman cum radio deejay. We even stayed together di Kota Damansara...for a year...tapi, memang best. Till now, kami masih berhubung, n tahu perkembangan diri masing2...To Gee and Ayu, selamat utk dapat 2nd baby...To Zon, bila lagi nak tambah kedua? N too Ila...jgn tgu lama2...ahahaha...love you all so much!!!