Hijrah

As salam all...

Couldn't find time to update the blog as often as I always do, there's a lot to share but the words seem to be kept away. Dunno why, lately I just can't find a way to express more. I rather keep to myself, silently heal it alone...Yes, hubby, family members and all besties are among that I share most of my feelings..but there's always a little bit of it left for me and my own self to share...=)

I'm okay I guess...I'm in the stage of shifting to a new paradigm, it's something that I'm longing to do, a very long time ago...but, I don't have the urge to fulfill it. Tiada siapa boleh ubah hidupnya kecuali dirinya sendiri, yes I do believe in that phrase. Kekuatan diri hanya kita yang boleh mengeluarkannya rite? Yes...true, true.

Hijrah is something that I'm eyeing to do...I want something that makes me happy instead of satisfying other people. Hijrah dalam ertikata yang besar...in life, in future...in after life (itu yg sgt penting)...I want to change, 360 degrees change...I want to be somebody better, somebody worthy to my husband, family and friends...I want to be a muslimah sejati yang Cintakan Allah & RasulNya...amin, amin, amin...Ya Allah, amin...Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Wordless Wednesday #5

Somewhere over the rainbow, the skies are blue...

Wordless Wednesday #4

Thank you for making Malaysian Pride rise high in Indonesia! =)

Bila sudah bosan...

Amacam, cantik tak make over saya? =)

Ujian Allah tanda Allah sayang...

Wordless Wednesday #3

Pacifier oh...Pacifier

Think twice before you decided to teach your kids in sucking pacifier or dummy or whatever you called it...you'll regret someday if your kid can't get over it's habit on sucking 'the thing'. I have the problem with Amani. She's very attach with pacifier since baby, but I think the habit worsen when she was a year old...which she can't sleep without her pacifier...OMG...

Macam-macam petua orang bagi, macam, celupkan puting tu dengan benda-benda pahit and all...I never try lagi...like yesterday, it's like macam satu nekad utk me & my hubby supaya 'menghilangkan' habit Amani untuk hisap puting. Seriously, the worst night sangat malam tadi..letihnya bangun 2,3 kali pujuk dia yang tetiba nangis nak puting...aduhai...as a mother, memang kena kuat. Kalau fikirkan tentang nafsu tidur, memang dah lama sumbatkan puting kat dia...=)

If tak berjaya, then we go to plan B that is celupkan dengan benda-benda pahit...hah, mana tahu menjadi kan...if any of you yang ada petua macamana nak hilangkan habit anak-anak menghisap puting, sila berikan ya...I need it momsies!!! Pweeshhhh......