Huh..sickening! =(

I just dont know where to begin...is just that i feel very angry...very de very okayyy...huh...probably, maybe a part of it my fault...layan sangat budak hingusan sampai emosi pun tak dapat control kan...nway, I was angry...I was angry with my cousin, anak my bapa saudara...(abg my arwah dad)...he was very,very...how to describe, I dont like to use the word KURANG AJAR, tapi realitynya...itulah dia...semuanya bermula ngan FB...huh...

Maybe, I tak sesuai kot hantar comment kat FB, sometimes people seems to misunderstand me...hmmm...sampai la terkeluar segala emosi. Tapi, dia memalukan I tau...kat wall post dia laks tu...adoi...manalah, I ni tak bukak silat n karate kan...habis anggun n ayu tau...huh...buruk sangat bila marah!

Whatever it is...I'm still angry because when I checked his status today via my email, he did reply my comment, tapi as usual in a very arrogant way...huh...=(

Jom nyanyi ramai2

My Friends Tigger and Pooh

We’re always there for each other

You’ll see just how fun it can be

With so much in the world to discover

And if I need help on the way

Buster might save the day

Or Piglet, Lumpy or Roo

Eeyore has a paw to lend

Rabbit has an ear to bend

Now all we’re missing is you…

Hooray it’s a honey-ful day

So let’s laugh and let’s play here together

With My Friends Tigger and Pooh

My Friends Tigger and Pooh

My Friends Tigger and Pooh

Valentine's Day...Muslim, plz x celebrate it!

Salam all...hmm...i read d paper yesterday. Regardless all the news about accidents and whatever...my mind really tensed about d valentine's celebration issue @ Penang...it really make my nerve shaked...my heart beats fast and I started to have goose bumps..just because I started to imagine, when my 2 girls all grown up, especially in their teens, started to have bfs..hmm...and started to fancies about celebrating valentines...huh, omaigod...omaigod...

Valentine's..i admit..pernah sambut masa saat bercinta with my hubby...only once je la...after that, till now..dah tak ada bunyi tentang any celebration, jauh la ucapan...hmmm...I pun tak kecil hati tambahan pula, memang Muslim tak langsung digalakkan menyambutnya...betul tak?

Di Penang, UNGGAS iaitu sebuah persatuan islamic yang menentang keras sambutan Hari Valentine yang menawarkan pasangan bercinta utk makan malam, berdua2an dan diakhiri dengan Pesta Seks...malahan, si gadis digalakkan utk tidak mengenakan seluar dalam ketika hadir ke pesta...My opinion, kita semua umat Islam harus bersatu menentang celebration begini kerana ia melibatkan bukan sahaja youth Malaysia tetapi juga umat Islam...jangan kerana mahu mengejar istilah urbanity, kita terlupa bahawa setiap umat harus hidup berlandaskan Al Quran & Sunnah...

Apa pendapat anda? As for me...saya sangat menyokong tindakan UNGGAS...cuma, persatuan islamic yang lain harus bersatu dan menyokong tindakan satu sama lain supaya org bukan Islam tidak berani memperlekehkan umat Islam semalaysia...heee...macam aktivis pulak....=)

My dream vacations...

Hmmm...hello...huh...I'm too stressed out...and so does my hubby, and probably my kids and our maid too...heee... =) hmm...well, everybody needs a vacation sometimes...kan? We heard about Universal Studios yang just open kat Singapore...wow weee...terasa feeling2 nak g kan... =) so, me n hubby dah buat plan to bring d kids, probably hujung tahun ni or early next year...that time, Insya Allah, Hannah dah 3 years old and Amani dah 2 years plus...so, memang syok la kalau bawak jalan2... Bila la Malaysia mahu ada semuanya ini kan...I wish kita tak payah ke luar negara, tapi dalam Malaysia, semua ada...fuh, save la flight money kan...cuma, spent for accomodation & of course f&b also souvenirs...weee....=)

Selain Universal Studios, of course me n hubby ada plan to bring d kids to Disneyland...for a start, Hong Kong dulu la...heee...=)

Hannah & Amani mesti suka sebab both of them sangat suka dgn both of disney's main characters, Mickey & Minnie...also, some of disney's famour characters like Winnie d Pooh, Tigger, Darby, Disney's Princesses...etc...apa pun, mesti best la...I nak pakai cap yg ada telinga mouse tu...heee...best best...=)
Where else..? Hmmm...Oh yes...I sangat teringin mahu ke Gold Coast, Australia...tak taulah why, but macam best je kot tempat tu...ye ke? Anybody yang pernah ke sana? Share la...=)Apa pun...i need a vacation! Kat mana pun tak kisah la...asal bercuti je...

Ohhh...Kids...

Howdy...heeee....when we talked about kids, rasanya banyak yang funny kan...well, the same goes with my 2 kids...Hannah & Amani...Hannah will turn 2 in March 2010, Amani pulak will turn 1 in 2nd of June 2010...cepatnya masa berlalu kan...bila berbicara mengenai my 2 sweethearts nie, teringatlah characters fav mereka...hmmm....mesti u ol tahu...

I love you...You love me...we're happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you...wont you say you love me too...

BARNEY...yeay...

Hmm...yang ini juga fav Hannah & Amani...

My friends Tigger & Pooh...

Happy sleuthering everybody...and have a honey-ful day!

And, I've been longing to get this book because I already have the first year what to expect book for baby...trust me...it's worth buying!

To be a mommy, there's more than self taught or observation...it's more appropriate if you seek the answer to all your questions by reading, or maybe surfing the net...besides asking the elderly...bukannya apa, melalui good authors yang buat research also thru experience, banyak problem yang solved...especially tentang kids...kadang-kala, soalan itu tergantung tanpa jawapan...kan?

Kisah lama...

Hmmm....tersenyum sorang-sorang pulak today. Hi everybody...huh, just got back from asgment, ada debat IPT di IKIM...okaylah, new thing for me, not to say excited, in a process of learning new things...to appreaciate things that I never thought of giving appreciation...hehehehe...but,nway...it was fun...i guess heeeeee...

Mesti u ol wonder, why I senyum sorang2 kan...well, weekend baru lepas, I saje la tidur lewat and sembang2 ngan my dearest hubby. Usually, memang I jenis yang tak sleep late, letih je...so I selalunya, around 10.30pm tu dah mengantuk...hehehehe...but, weekend baru2 nie, saje teman suami tersayang tgk tv...sambil sembang2 kisah lama...ada yg kelakar and ada yang tak bape nak kelakar...:)

I got to know my hubby tahun 2004...actually, way before 2004 la, masa VE+RE launched their twin album, Extreme Pleasure...kat Ibiza Bar di Jalan P.Ramlee...I think masa tu tahun 2002-2003 la kot...to be frank, I only got to know about them masa launching album tu la...:) That time, my hubby and the rest of the gang performed killer song dowang, Khayalan...dah namanya jodoh, Allah SWT beri hint, hati ni sangat berdebar...and, pada mata I...tertumpu pada sorang mamat tembam, putih and comey...heeeee...kat mata ni, terbayang dia ni mesti boleh jadi lover yg best and romantic, hubby yang bagus and loving also a father yg sangat responsible...hah...dasyat kan...tapi, that fling datang jap je la, macam sekelip mata je...after that function, I never proceed pulak nak gatal2 minta number, or photo shoot...entahlah kenapa...hmmm...that time, I was with MW...

I got closed to my hubby hujung tahun 2004, and awal tahun 2005...we became very close and selalu jugak la sms-ing, also pernah la sekali dua makan2 together-gether...but, that time, purely friends...I never imagined that we ever gonna be hubby-wifey, ada kids together...and share the same bed every night...heeee...jodoh la tu kan. To be frank, if ever my hubby mentioned that he has a gf, I wont layan all his sms-es and dinner invitations...sangat bersalah bila, one fine day semasa I tgh sibuk buat shooting di studio, a girl called my mobile...hmmm...d rest of the story was history...heee...sorry, malas nak ungkit hal lama, nanti ada yg berkecil hati kan...lagipun, the girl pun dah happily married now...I'm happy for her...and semoga dia menghasilkan juniors yang comel and keletah okay...:)

What I can say adalah, sepanjang with my hubby as lovers, there's a lot of hurts, a lot of tears and a lot of heartbreaking stories...but, I always addressed all this as jodoh and dugaan...tanpa dugaan, we wont appreciate each other...I love my hubby very,very much. From day one he proposed to me, from the day he SMS I Love You (that time we're still good friends) and from the day he sms an oath about us...I know that we're going to be happy together, till death do us apart...Insya Allah...

We're blessed with our 2 kids...and Insya Allah, hoping for 2 more kids for the next 4 years...Atas semua yg terjadi and berlaku, I never ada regret...and tak pernah hold grudges dengan orang2 yg pernah menabur kisah and fitnah...I always pray that kehidupan mereka akan bahagia, semoga apa yang mereka lakukan kepada kami, tidak akan berlaku kepada mereka...amin.

Think...think..think!

Salam all...banyak benda dalam kepala lately. Bercampur-baur. Tapi, yang pastinya, I hate to say this, I'm tired of hypocracy...I'm tired of having friends yang nampak baik tapi hakikatnya tak...and I'm tired of orang yang berpura-pura...sangat suci tapi tak...yucks...!

There's a lot of things happened, lately...too many that I need more space to pour it all out.

Carnival just ended...good..okay. UAK seems to have a lot of students and people who love IT's. It was okay, I guess. Our gerai was next to Nona,Midi & Kga...kadang2 tu terasa sedih jugak tgk team lama, ye la, macam tak puas juga buat Nona...but, I'm okay. I'm always ready to be transfered...kat mana jugak. Puan Fir pun ada datang bertandang and minta supaya I learn new things...and, sekarang, I tend to love E@Siswa...ada banyak ruang perubahan, and ada banyak cara utk naikkan lagi mag tu..I will try my very best! Pray for me peeps. :)

Hmm...talk about this particular person...2 persons actually...hmmm...satu je pesanan...dont go over board darls...u wont know what's hit you once u past my border okay...that's a warning. Mark my word.

Letih la nak dengar kisah kumpulan 'kanak-kanak tadika' nie...bab kisah u friend me, groupie2, puak2...ayo yo...zaman itu sudah lama ku tinggalkan ketika persekolahan. Itu pun during school time, I dont bother to have groups...group persatuan ada...apa pun, all the best la ye...moga apa yang you all nak buat and sudah buat mendapat restu Allah SWT ya...amin

The making of...Cover Nona, March Issue...2010

KARNIVAL KARANGKRAF 2010