Monday, September 22, 2008

Al-Fatihah

Al-Fatihah...

I received a sms from Ina, Remaja..."Ja, anak Cikli baru meninggal..." very short and of course a very prompt sms...early morning, around 7.05am. I was very shocked, of course. Cikli is my ex-editor, I worked with him for 3 1/2 years, under Remaja magazine. His son, Allahyarham Danish Rayyan, 4 years old was sick suffering from heart complication since born. Dia baru sahaja menjalani operation, about 1 1/2 month ago @ Damansara Specialist Centre. Although specialist have never given full guarenteed that the operation akan okay, tapi sempat juga arwah merasai rasa sihat dan selesa seketika...Allah SWT lebih menyayanginya...Al Fatihah...Al-Fatihah...

I received a sms from Ina, Remaja..."Ja, anak Cikli baru meninggal..." very short and of course a very prompt sms...early morning, around 7.05am. I was very shocked, of course. Cikli is my ex-editor, I worked with him for 3 1/2 years, under Remaja magazine. His son, Allahyarham Danish Rayyan, 4 years old was sick suffering from heart complication since born. Dia baru sahaja menjalani operation, about 1 1/2 month ago @ Damansara Specialist Centre. Although specialist have never given full guarenteed that the operation akan okay, tapi sempat juga arwah merasai rasa sihat dan selesa seketika...Allah SWT lebih menyayanginya...Al Fatihah...

Looking at other's people problems and dugaan, memang akan menjadikan kita semua insaf, serta belajar untuk bersyukur dengan semua rezeki & anugerahNya. I know, things gonna be different without Rayyan for Cikli and his wife, Azah...but, sabar dengan dugaan. Mungkin ini yang terbaik buat arwahnya, lebih baik daripada dia terus suffer...he's actually giving a chance for both of you to start new without him...maybe, ada rezeki anak selepas ini...Insya Allah...

Buat Cikli & Azah...takziah daripada kami.


Looking at other's people problems and dugaan, memang akan menjadikan kita semua insaf, serta belajar untuk bersyukur dengan semua rezeki & anugerahNya. I know, things gonna be different without Rayyan for Cikli and his wife, Azah...but, sabar dengan dugaan. Mungkin ini yang terbaik buat arwahnya, lebih baik daripada dia terus suffer...he's actually giving a chance for both of you to start new without him...maybe, ada rezeki anak selepas ini...Insya Allah...

Buat Cikli & Azah...takziah daripada kami.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Sept oh Sept...

Hello...how r u guys doing? Well...for me, everything is okay. Bulan Ramadhan pun dah ke penghujung ye...sedih pun ada kerana bulan mulia ini, banyak keberkatan yang boleh kita perolehi melalui amal ibadat. Insya Allah.

Mesti setiap dari you all yang ada tarikh keramat dalam hidup masing2. As for me, I must say that September memang bawak banyak kenangan, sama ada manis ataupun pahit. I think, Sept pun bawak banyak kenangan pada my hubby...ehem...:)

Pada bulan Sept laaa, me n my hubby bermula sebagai couple...iaitu pada 25 Sept 2005...and pada bulan September juga kami mengikat tali pertunangan iaitu 16 Sept 2006. N I think...tarikh pada bulan Sept 2002 juga bawak makna pada my hubby...why? Itu biarlah jadi rahsia dia...n juga saya...:P

Selain Sept, nombor 16 juga menjadi keramat sangat buat kami...16hb kami bertunang, 16hb juga kami bernikah...cuma, bulannya lain...iaitu bukan Sept dan bulan Jun...itupun kalau terbalikkan 9 jadi 6, terbalikkan 6 jadi 9...kan, kan, kan...

Apa tarikh dan nombor keramat u ol pulak?

Friday, September 19, 2008

Us...Family...Happy Family...




Best buddies...



My Best Friend's wedding part one...Anizon...hmmm...kitorang panggil dia Zon. Cantik kan dia...muka macam Ayu, memang pun...nways, she's d 3rd one yang kawen after Ayu...tapi, kiranya serentak jugak la, n dapat anak pun hampir sama time...







Nazira Noran...we called her Gee...a song bird, memang sedap suaranya. Cantik orangnya...kini, nak ada 2nd baby, hopefully dapat baby boy. Gee is the first one to got married...and dialah yang mulakan friendship taboo...she's wearing gold for her reception and all of us, except Ila (lom kawen lagi) also wore the sama colour...(kebetulan)...and she set the trend to have a baby girl as her first one...diikuti dengan we ol...semua baby girl as our first one...hmmm...what's next Gee?




My best friend's wedding...both in the picture is my best buddies. The bride is Shakilawati, we called her Ayu...she's currently with Harian Metro, previously with Media Hiburan. She's beautiful, isnt she?

Next to Ayu is Shakila jugak...we called her Ila...or, Deqla. She's d baby in the group...d most sensitive, very tolerable and kind hearted friend I
ever met...Cantik kan? Well...my friends semua cantik2...like me laa....
All of them are my best buddies...we worked at the same place, except for Ayu dan Gee who have shifted to a new place...Ayu @ NSTP, Gee worked with Bernama Radio as an anchor woman cum radio deejay. We even stayed together di Kota Damansara...for a year...tapi, memang best. Till now, kami masih berhubung, n tahu perkembangan diri masing2...To Gee and Ayu, selamat utk dapat 2nd baby...To Zon, bila lagi nak tambah kedua? N too Ila...jgn tgu lama2...ahahaha...love you all so much!!!


My anak dara...




Khayra Hannah Zafri...
DOB : 25th of March 2008
Time : 12.52 noon
Birth weight : 2.7kg
Current weight : 7kg (5mths +)
Favourite : Making funny sounds, meniarap, smiling, giggling and mumbling...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Luka

Jangan tinggalkan aku dengan luka ini
Hujan di luar makin deras
Sederas air mata yang mengalir
Rindu semakin terasa
Terkenang saat bersama
Bisakah semuanya berulang semula
Kemesraan antara kita
Masihkan ada ruang bersama...

Luka ini makin dalam
Kisah lama menekan diri
Tidak mahu kubiarkan semuanya hancur
Tidak mahu bersendirian lagi
Namun hidup ini terlalu kejam untukku
Luka ini kembali
Aku kembali bersendiri
Luka ini makin dalam, memakan diri

Ingin ku tolak semua kisah lama
Ingin ku tepis setiap cinta sepi
Namun, aku tetap meratapi
Setiap detik aku didustai
Setiap detik hati ini dipermainkan
Aku tidak mampu menghadapinya sendiri
Cinta ini masih ada, rindu ini masih dalam

Luka ini makin dalam
Kisah lama menekan diri
Tidak mahu kubiarkan semuanya hancur
Tidak mahu bersendirian lagi
Namun hidup ini terlalu kejam untukku
Luka ini kembali
Aku kembali bersendiri
Luka ini makin dalam, memakan diri

Kembalilah engkau
Rawati kelukaan ini
Buang semuanya yang menyedihkan
Buang semuanya yang melukakan
Kembalikan kehangatan cinta kita
Kembalilah dikau kepadaku...

Tetap berdiri teguh

Hello...it's been a while since my last post. Blogging is always my in thing, but for the past few months, my schedule seems very hectic...And, I can't even rest my fingers to type stories for my blog. Nways, I have a little time in hand and I wanted to share some of the things that happened to me since months ago...

Have u guys heard about this phrase...let by gone be by gone...or in another words, past is past...let it go. But, sometimes, history is something that can be repeated again...and sometimes, history seems to be a story that is unsolved...true..period. I always old my principle in life...lagi better tak tahu, dari tahu betul2...or whatever yang sama meaning dengannya...

Few person in my spouse past came back...kedatangan yang tidak diundang itu bukan membawa kisah yang baik malahan mengundang luka yang amat dalam. Not for my spouse, but for me...dalam hati terdetik, why must u guys told me all this stories...I dont want to know. And the best part is...all the stories (not all...lah) adalah cerita rekaan. :) ada yang bawa gambar...kemesraan yang terjalin di dalam gambar2 yang sudah berusia 5,6 tahun lalu seharusnya tersimpan sebagai kenangan. I'm not there and tak wujud pun dalam itu gambar...ahahahaha...namun, kesabaran harus ada bagi menghadapi pemusnah rumahtangga ini. I try my very best...not to cry...but, airmata turun juga...few hours, non stop I cried. Not because of the pictures, but why did my hubby lied to me? And why did he hide all this from me? And why did after 6 years, this b**tch came back and spreading all this pictures to me...? Why...why...why??? The answers remained a question mark...but my hubby's advice is...jangan fikir yang bukan2...he didnt mean to hide all this things from me, but when we are together, he wanted to start fresh...and for telling me all his history, akan membuatkan saya berfikir beribu kali untuk bersama dengannya. I accepted. As for me, I know my hubby very well...and I love him so much...period.

For S & Y...this is for you...don't try to ruined my marriage. You guys are from the past,whatever happened dulu, adalah rahsia yang seharusnya tersimpan rapi sebagai kenangan you all. We are already married, and we have a baby...plz start a new life and stop all this nonsense...
 
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