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Hello...it's been a while since my last post. Blogging is always my in thing, but for the past few months, my schedule seems very hectic...And, I can't even rest my fingers to type stories for my blog. Nways, I have a little time in hand and I wanted to share some of the things that happened to me since months ago...

Have u guys heard about this phrase...let by gone be by gone...or in another words, past is past...let it go. But, sometimes, history is something that can be repeated again...and sometimes, history seems to be a story that is unsolved...true..period. I always old my principle in life...lagi better tak tahu, dari tahu betul2...or whatever yang sama meaning dengannya...

Few person in my spouse past came back...kedatangan yang tidak diundang itu bukan membawa kisah yang baik malahan mengundang luka yang amat dalam. Not for my spouse, but for me...dalam hati terdetik, why must u guys told me all this stories...I dont want to know. And the best part is...all the stories (not all...lah) adalah cerita rekaan. :) ada yang bawa gambar...kemesraan yang terjalin di dalam gambar2 yang sudah berusia 5,6 tahun lalu seharusnya tersimpan sebagai kenangan. I'm not there and tak wujud pun dalam itu gambar...ahahahaha...namun, kesabaran harus ada bagi menghadapi pemusnah rumahtangga ini. I try my very best...not to cry...but, airmata turun juga...few hours, non stop I cried. Not because of the pictures, but why did my hubby lied to me? And why did he hide all this from me? And why did after 6 years, this b**tch came back and spreading all this pictures to me...? Why...why...why??? The answers remained a question mark...but my hubby's advice is...jangan fikir yang bukan2...he didnt mean to hide all this things from me, but when we are together, he wanted to start fresh...and for telling me all his history, akan membuatkan saya berfikir beribu kali untuk bersama dengannya. I accepted. As for me, I know my hubby very well...and I love him so much...period.

For S & Y...this is for you...don't try to ruined my marriage. You guys are from the past,whatever happened dulu, adalah rahsia yang seharusnya tersimpan rapi sebagai kenangan you all. We are already married, and we have a baby...plz start a new life and stop all this nonsense...