Kisah lama...

Hmmm....tersenyum sorang-sorang pulak today. Hi everybody...huh, just got back from asgment, ada debat IPT di IKIM...okaylah, new thing for me, not to say excited, in a process of learning new things...to appreaciate things that I never thought of giving appreciation...hehehehe...but,nway...it was fun...i guess heeeeee...

Mesti u ol wonder, why I senyum sorang2 kan...well, weekend baru lepas, I saje la tidur lewat and sembang2 ngan my dearest hubby. Usually, memang I jenis yang tak sleep late, letih je...so I selalunya, around 10.30pm tu dah mengantuk...hehehehe...but, weekend baru2 nie, saje teman suami tersayang tgk tv...sambil sembang2 kisah lama...ada yg kelakar and ada yang tak bape nak kelakar...:)

I got to know my hubby tahun 2004...actually, way before 2004 la, masa VE+RE launched their twin album, Extreme Pleasure...kat Ibiza Bar di Jalan P.Ramlee...I think masa tu tahun 2002-2003 la kot...to be frank, I only got to know about them masa launching album tu la...:) That time, my hubby and the rest of the gang performed killer song dowang, Khayalan...dah namanya jodoh, Allah SWT beri hint, hati ni sangat berdebar...and, pada mata I...tertumpu pada sorang mamat tembam, putih and comey...heeeee...kat mata ni, terbayang dia ni mesti boleh jadi lover yg best and romantic, hubby yang bagus and loving also a father yg sangat responsible...hah...dasyat kan...tapi, that fling datang jap je la, macam sekelip mata je...after that function, I never proceed pulak nak gatal2 minta number, or photo shoot...entahlah kenapa...hmmm...that time, I was with MW...

I got closed to my hubby hujung tahun 2004, and awal tahun 2005...we became very close and selalu jugak la sms-ing, also pernah la sekali dua makan2 together-gether...but, that time, purely friends...I never imagined that we ever gonna be hubby-wifey, ada kids together...and share the same bed every night...heeee...jodoh la tu kan. To be frank, if ever my hubby mentioned that he has a gf, I wont layan all his sms-es and dinner invitations...sangat bersalah bila, one fine day semasa I tgh sibuk buat shooting di studio, a girl called my mobile...hmmm...d rest of the story was history...heee...sorry, malas nak ungkit hal lama, nanti ada yg berkecil hati kan...lagipun, the girl pun dah happily married now...I'm happy for her...and semoga dia menghasilkan juniors yang comel and keletah okay...:)

What I can say adalah, sepanjang with my hubby as lovers, there's a lot of hurts, a lot of tears and a lot of heartbreaking stories...but, I always addressed all this as jodoh and dugaan...tanpa dugaan, we wont appreciate each other...I love my hubby very,very much. From day one he proposed to me, from the day he SMS I Love You (that time we're still good friends) and from the day he sms an oath about us...I know that we're going to be happy together, till death do us apart...Insya Allah...

We're blessed with our 2 kids...and Insya Allah, hoping for 2 more kids for the next 4 years...Atas semua yg terjadi and berlaku, I never ada regret...and tak pernah hold grudges dengan orang2 yg pernah menabur kisah and fitnah...I always pray that kehidupan mereka akan bahagia, semoga apa yang mereka lakukan kepada kami, tidak akan berlaku kepada mereka...amin.