Aurat Wanita

He's supposed to be 73 today...

Al-fatihah to Allahyarham Haji Ismail bin Mohd Baki, my father yg sepatutnya berusia 73thn today. Allah SWT lebih menyayanginya dan dia bertemu dengan Penciptanya pada 1 Jun 2004. Dah 7 years bapak pergi but d warmth of his loving touch, careness n all his jokes still remain fresh inside of me. Probably, being d youngest ang plg close dgn dia menjadikan pemergian arwah meninggalkan kesan yg sgt mendalam.

Setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati kerana itu janji kita denganNya. Sewaktu dalam kandungan ibu, kita mengikat janji dengan Allah SWT dan sudah diterangkan mengenai kitab lahul mahfudz kita...apabila dipersetujui, barulah ditiupkan roh dan kemdiannya setelah cukup 9bln 10hari, kita dilahirkan. All of us lived dlm dunia dgn amanah kpd Allah SWT. Namun, adakah kita memegang amanah itu sebaiknya? Wallahualam...

Can you stand the rain, sayang...

On a perfect day, I know that I can count on you

When that's not possible, tell me can you weather the storm

Because I need somebody who will stand by me

Through the good times and bad times

He will always, always be right there

Sunny days, everybody loves them

Tell me, can you stand the rain?

Storms will come, this we know for sure

Can you stand the rain?

Love unconditional, I'm not asking this of you

We've got to make it last

I'll do whatever needs to be done

Because I need somebody who will stand by me

Through the good times and bad times

He will always, always be right there

Can you stand the rain?

No pressure from me

Because I want you, and I need you, and I love you

Will you be there for me?

Can you stand the rain?

Semoga Allah SWT merahmati ikatan perkahwinan ini dengan segala nikmat, rezeki dan himpunan hidayah...Amin, amin, amin...

A mother expectations

As salam...

I think everybody would have the same experience during our school days...the parents expectations towards us to score in our exams. Sometimes, parents cannot help it but to push to the limit, just to make sure that we study and score. And that time, we wish that they just leave us alone and let us study in peace. =)

Now, I understand why parents, expecially the mothers wanted their kids to do their best, scored and be the best in class. I'm a mother now and facing a kid, for the first time, to take exams (actually, assestment test LOL), I'm the one who couldn't sleep...and pushing here and there, just to make sure Hannah do her best.

This morning, kata-kata dari si suami benar-benar melegakan. Sesuatu yang tak ternampak kerana terlalu risau Hannah akan main-main dalam examnya. Hannah baru berusia 3 tahun 6 bulan...and we in that age, apa yang kita buat? Maybe ada antara kita yang masih belum tahu A.B.C or count from 1-20...and masih belum differentiate between number 1-10...and belum lagi ada background arabic and mandarin...sometimes, shapes pun leh dapat bezakan...=) And I expect a 3 year old plus untuk tahu melebihi hadnya...haha...itulah dia ibu...kadang-kala, kejam! =)

Today, Hannah akan face Bahasa Melayu, esok, Mathematics, lusa, Science and on Thursday, Pendidikan Islam/Arabic...I learnt few new words in Arabic...Baitun (rumah), banaatun (sejadah), burtokil (limau) and baabun (pintu)....semasa revision, both me and hubby bantu dia but she can actually count and kenal huruf, numbers...cuma, bab writing dia agak lemah...if numbers and huruf yang payah sikit, dia confused...kesian. But, dia kenal...kalau ada oral test, Insya allah dia score...ahahaha....

My prayers for her...Insya Allah, dia akan buat yang terbaik...I have faith in her...=)