Day 5,6,7

As salam all...

It's already a week...yeay!  Tak sabar betul tunggu Mr Hubby balik. Me & d kids memang sangat rindukan dia.  Seriously, memang tak terucap langsung dengan kata-kata...airmata je la yg jadi bukti...missed him so much! =(

Friday...cuti.  I have to settled some stuff.  Banyak tempat pergi and syukur, settle dah few stuff tu.  Daddy message, minta datang rumah dia.  And, I said okay memandangkan the kids pun memang boring je daddy dia tak ada...and, atok & tokmak memang rajin melayan cucu...so, I decided to sleepover kat rumah daddy for the weekend...

Saturday, after zuhur dalam kul 3pm, I dah keluar untuk ke rumah daddy...sampai before Asar.  The kids waited patiently for their atok to come home, nak ajak pergi playground katanya...Atoknya ke kelas agama and balik around 6pm...sampai2 ke atok, tak sempat la orang tua tu nak berehat, dah cucu2 ajak ke padang...layan je la...=)The kids memang syok habis la, diaorg memang looking forward sangat nak tido rumah atok...malam tu, masing2 tidur sebab kepenatan.  Lagipun, atok dah janji nak bawa jalan esok...

Sunday...d kids got up early.  Aduh, tak merasa weekend aku...tak berehat sgt. Beralih tempat, susah nak tido...mandikan d kids awal...and they went out with their grandparents dari jam 11am, kul 3pm baru balik...ke mana? Hah...ke Times Square, theme park...jenuh la dorang melayan.  Me & Humaira lepak di rumah je...best!

Alhamdulillah, a good weekend for me & d kids...Thank you Allah for giving strenght and a good in laws yang berusaha membuatkan kami semua happy...syukur alhamdulillah.

Day 2, 3 & 4

As salam all...

Alhamdulillah...everything went smoothly.  Day 2 was perfect, d kids are behaving but I pulak ada migraine.  Tak terlarat nak layan d kids, nasib baiklah dorang baik2 je today...Amani tiba2 demam lewat malam tu plus asthma, so,  I have to take emergency leave d next day untuk bawak dia ke klinik for nebuliser...Day 3 memang fully at home, reserving Amani...teruk jugak asthma dia, and after nebuliser tu, we went straight home...she refused to eat...and even minum susu pun kurang.  So I asked her to sleep, so memang dia tidor from 1pm til 4pm...but fever still ada...so, I took her to the clinic again untuk check tonsil pulak...Day 3 went smoothly and Zaf banyak kali call from Madinah just to checked on the kids and also he's worried about amani...mana taknya, masa tengahari dia call, suara amani memang teruk, lemah and bunyi sangat dia tgh asthma...lewat petang dia call, amani dah getting better but still demam...malam dia call, d kids dah tidur but amani dah better la...Humaira masih lagi ada batuk and Insya allah, Monday ni I'll bring her to DEMC, nak jumpa paedtrician dia...=)

Day 4...back to work...managed to come to the office on time.  Very tired few days, tak sleep well pun. Bertimbun keje nak settle...esok I cuti, memang kena uruskan few things...but, lewat petang I dapay bad news tentang sesuatu...Ya Allah, apa sebenarnya petunjuk Allah nie...but I took it positively, Insya allah, Allah cuba selamatkan dr bala & aib nie...Insya Allah...fetched the kids, nasib baik la semua dah mandi...=) sampai rumah, punyalah terkejut tgk gate terbuka...Ya Allah, takutnya, apa yg berlaku nie...I checked inside the house, barang semua ada...but, that's not all that matters, keselamatan nie...punyalah cuak...Ya Allah, Ya Allah...berilah perlindungan Mu kepada ku dan anak-anak...Aku hanya mampu berserah kepadaMu, ya Allah...amin3x... I pun tak sure what happened tapi mungkin jugak technical error...d gate is behaving pretty bad this few days...DUGAAN betul..sabar je la...and for that, tiba2 I jadi cuak tak boleh lena...and hasilnya, lepas solat & mengaji, I mengadap blog...hahaha...

News from Madinah...Alhamdulillah, Zaf dapat solat di Raudhah everyday since Day 1...and dapat baca mawlid di sana, juga dapat solat berdekatan dengan bekas tapak Rasulullah bersolat...masya allah, rezeki Allah pada dia...syukur...I'm so happy for him.  Segalanya dipermudahkan, and sepanjang berada di Madinah, semuanya sangat dekat dengan Rasullullah...syukur.  Dia juga visit Baqi, and I convey my deepest salam to Saidatina Aisyah RA and Fatimah Az Zahra...sampaikan juga kerinduan kepada kedua ahli syurga ini...semoga kami dapat bersama2 mu and Rasulullah kelak...Insya Allah, amin, amin, amin...

Day #1

Assalammualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakah...

Penat juga bersihkan sawang di blog nie, a bit lama dah abandoned my dear blog nie...time ada but very limited.  Ada masa tonight memandangkan I'll be alone with the kids for 2 weeks, Insya allah...mr husband tunaikan umrah with her mom & sister.

I must say, today agak kepenatan.  Flight ke Madinah jam 3pm, but by 12 noon, kena ada di KLIA already.  Letting him go, owh...that feeling, memang sakit.  But I managed to smile and tahan sebak, sedih + happy (because he gets to celeb8 his 32nd bday with Rasulullah SAW)...I pray hard that one day, Allah will open the doors to His house and Kota Nabi...amin3x...

We managed to have a long chat while he's packing last night.  Lovely.  To be frank, we havent got the chance to chat a lot at night since Humaira is around...handling 2 toddlers and a baby, and without a maid, phew...really a challenge.  Tired, I must say...but end of the day, I'm satisfied to do all that...plus cook dinner after thugging Humaira to sleep.  With mr hubby around, he will help to freshen up d kids and I will only concentrate on Humaira and cooking dinner.  BUT without him around...phew...=(

I reached the office around 2pm...and no mood to do work. Seriously, I'm still effected with him going for two weeks. Tapi, I lawan perasaan sedih, sebak & lemah tu, because I know that he's going to Madinah & Makkah...for ibadah. I sms d kids teachers...untuk mandikan d kids around 6.15pm...so that, when we reached home, d kids hanya tukar pyjamas...and I will freshen up Humaira, tukar baju n breastfeed her...enough time to ambil wuduk, then solat Maghrib...while, on the stove dah prepare dinner for d kids. Tonite d kids requested mushroom soup...everything went fine, Alhamdulillah.

My promise to mr hubby that I will sambung legacy dia yang mengaji malam. Alhamdulillah, after putting d kids to bed, I bathed, isyak n mengaji dalam 3 mukasurat...syukur dapat tunaikan janji...Alhamdulillah. Hopefully dapat hidupkan rumah ini dengan ayat2 suci tak putus2...amin3x

Day 1...went smoothly. Alhamdulillah...another 13 days to go...frenzies, pray for me yah!

Till then...