Assalammualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakah...
Penat juga bersihkan sawang di blog nie, a bit lama dah abandoned my dear blog nie...time ada but very limited. Ada masa tonight memandangkan I'll be alone with the kids for 2 weeks, Insya allah...mr husband tunaikan umrah with her mom & sister.
I must say, today agak kepenatan. Flight ke Madinah jam 3pm, but by 12 noon, kena ada di KLIA already. Letting him go, owh...that feeling, memang sakit. But I managed to smile and tahan sebak, sedih + happy (because he gets to celeb8 his 32nd bday with Rasulullah SAW)...I pray hard that one day, Allah will open the doors to His house and Kota Nabi...amin3x...
We managed to have a long chat while he's packing last night. Lovely. To be frank, we havent got the chance to chat a lot at night since Humaira is around...handling 2 toddlers and a baby, and without a maid, phew...really a challenge. Tired, I must say...but end of the day, I'm satisfied to do all that...plus cook dinner after thugging Humaira to sleep. With mr hubby around, he will help to freshen up d kids and I will only concentrate on Humaira and cooking dinner. BUT without him around...phew...=(
I reached the office around 2pm...and no mood to do work. Seriously, I'm still effected with him going for two weeks. Tapi, I lawan perasaan sedih, sebak & lemah tu, because I know that he's going to Madinah & Makkah...for ibadah. I sms d kids teachers...untuk mandikan d kids around 6.15pm...so that, when we reached home, d kids hanya tukar pyjamas...and I will freshen up Humaira, tukar baju n breastfeed her...enough time to ambil wuduk, then solat Maghrib...while, on the stove dah prepare dinner for d kids. Tonite d kids requested mushroom soup...everything went fine, Alhamdulillah.
My promise to mr hubby that I will sambung legacy dia yang mengaji malam. Alhamdulillah, after putting d kids to bed, I bathed, isyak n mengaji dalam 3 mukasurat...syukur dapat tunaikan janji...Alhamdulillah. Hopefully dapat hidupkan rumah ini dengan ayat2 suci tak putus2...amin3x
Day 1...went smoothly. Alhamdulillah...another 13 days to go...frenzies, pray for me yah!
Till then...
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